Between holidays

I've gained 5 lbs. I'm back to 135. I'm going to try my best to do better for the next 3 weeks! I bought my wedding dress online for black Friday. It was 50% off and I couldn't pass it up. Its a tight one so I need to get back into exercising and eating right so I look my best in it!

Time to get serious again! It's so hard at this time of the year but I need to at least try. I feel like I got binging on leftovers out of my system. Also, have been drinking too much lately so that's gonna stop.
I'm thinking of asking for the insanity workout for Christmas. I've heard great things about it.

Scot hasn't weighed himself today but yesterday he was 184.8. So he's down almost 10 lbs from his start. He still has 20 to go.

After cheating

I am back up to 134 lbs. I feel like I'm just going to keep fluctuating between 131-134. Will continue trying, though. I'm not giving up! Scot has an early doctor appointment so not sure his weigh in today. Hopefully he's had better luck than I did this weekend.
With the holidays getting so close it's just hard not to binge on cookies and pies. Thanksgiving will be a cheat day but I need to try to be good until then. Cookies in moderation are fine but I've been having like 4-5 a day. Need to cut back!

End of the week weigh in

We have both done well on our diets the past few days. I am back down to 131.4 lbs and my nuisance started so once that's over I will drop a couple more.
Scot is at a new low of 183.8! He's lost 9.2 lbs so far.
He has 18.8 lbs to go and I have 6.4 to go.
I think we can reach that by January or February. With the holidays so close its going to be so hard not to cheat!
We will do our best though. Hopefully I will remember to do progress pics Tuesday. Have a great weekend!

Ugh..

I'm still slacking so bad at keeping up with this blog!
Scots weigh in today was 185.2, a new low!
I'm still at 133. I've slowed down because I sneak sweets a lot more than I should.
My nuisance hasn't arrived yet tho so I could also be retaining water. I will see within the next couple of days!
My new goal is 125 lbs. Scots is 165.

First November weigh in

Scot is 187 and I am 134.
We are getting along better now. Had a fantastic Halloween!
We are struggling with the diet on and off but I really am determined to get back on track

Temptation

Today Scot is 186.5 lbs and I'm 132.8 lbs.
We were going to get pizza. I don't know if that's going to happen, though. We go so many days being good and then fight again.
All because I'm updating my blog. I have not had much time to do so this past week. He is getting ready to go to the doctor. Apparently I'm an asshole for taking five minutes to write my blog and not clean the house instead. This stress makes this situation so hard and after enough time my feelings start shutting off. I don't like being treated like a child. I just want out of this right now. I'm going to sycamore Wednesday and I might try staying awhile.
I was raised to clean up after myself. He was raised to have women clean up after him.  Why is it so hard to clean up after yourself? Jadyn is one story. She's a baby. Why do I need to clean up after everyone in this house? He doesn't even work. Yet I have to wipe his ass.
Its not fair to be happy and then have it constantly ripped away by a nagging ass

Where have I been?

Cheating nonstop!!!
I'm up to 133.6 and Scot is like 188.
So, back to the buckle!
I have a cheat day coming this Wednesday, but other than that I need to get back into this. Once I hit my goal, I just enjoyed for about 2 weeks. Now I need to get back down.
We have decided that I will continue to nurse the baby for another 6 months. We figure the antibodies will help keep her healthy through the winter. Another plus is that I will continue to burn the extra 500 a day for another half year.
I would like to be done by the wedding so I don't have to worry about pumping or anything on our big day.
Everything is going wonderful here! I can't wait to take Jadyn trick or treating!